How do I, the Ego, dissolve?

Watch the one who wants to dissolve.

Who is the one who wants to dissolve and why does he want to dissolve? And if he is really serious and honest why has he not already dissolve till now?Surely there is somebody keeping him protected and safe. Who is protecting him? Who is keeping him safe?

Maybe the one who says — I want to dissolve, is equally the one who is keeping himself safe.