Is liberation possible for a householder?
Following is an excerpt from a samvaad (dialogue) session with Acharya Prashant.
Acharya Prashant: Pradeep Ji is asking, “Dear Acharya Ji, I don’t know what kind of wound I am carrying inside me, that I am having a constant feeling of ‘leave me alone’, towards the world. From morning till evening, I am running like crazy, driving to office in mad traffic, followed by corporate pressure to do things unwillingly. Bearing stupidities of people around.
I get out of the office as if I came out of a madhouse, tired and frustrated, and it’s already night. I eat and sleep. And the roller-coaster starts again. But since I need to run this crazy race, I feel that my blood is sucked by parasites, and there is a wound, a cry from inside, that I am carrying.
I cannot get rid of this wound. I want to jump off this train, but I can’t, because of these responsibilities. I feel I am a dead machine, thrown on an assembly line, or the other things inside me, drilling holes, hammering, and finally thrown out.
I can’t leave the family, as they are dependent on me. And I am too in, some or the other way, dependent.
Acharya Ji, in such a situation, what should I do?
Pradeep Ji, the way of instantaneous freedom, instantaneous departure, is not for the householder.