There is no justification for the wrong choice
Everything that you call as being behind the choice is just a rationalisation, a justification for the choice.
There is nothing behind the choice.
There is just the choice.
If you say, “I chose the wrong path because of X,Y,Z,” then X,Y,Z is not real, it is just a rationalization. Forget X,Y,Z, all that matters is that you chose the…